LJack

fireworks

2005-03-30T08:01:46Z

justin finished doing the vocals with london today in nashville, so he's coming home another day earlier to be with me!! i can't wait, hes staying here for a few days and then back to LA to be a starving artist. sigh. this would happen to me. the perfect guy, lives in LA. well all i can do is live the next few days to the fullest and spend as much time with justin as possible.

akshunjaxon @ 2005-03-28T06:54:00

2005-03-28T12:10:11Z

wont you hide me where they wont find me
and no one ever has to know
theres no ending your just pretending
and love is always on the go

sunday to monday im losing one day at a time
everything is something and nothing at the same time
but no one ever has to know

you're my storm maker in the wind

no one loves you the way i want to
and no one ever has to know

wtf why is this happening

2005-03-28T11:51:58Z

have you ever met someone and within 5 minutes you know you need to be a part of their life for the rest of yours. im not talking love at first sight, but maybe connection at first sight? can that happen, even if you know you won't see that person on a regular basis, perhaps they live far away, or even in your backyard, whatever, can you know even after spending a week with someone that they need to be in your life, that they are a perfect person for you, not even romantically just in general? or romantically? is it really just lust at first sight, or can it truly be?

akshunjaxon @ 2005-02-16T01:46:00

2005-02-16T06:49:25Z

Erin and i are goin to myrtle beach this weekend to see wilco!!!! its gonna kick sooo much ass i can't wait. i would literally give my left leg to see them and i am yay!! we are makin a total road trip out of it, hotels, drinks, everything AAAAAAH! anyone wanna join? we are leavin early saturday mornin, show is saturday nite, i can promise fun times. yay!

akshunjaxon @ 2005-02-09T01:25:00

2005-02-09T06:28:03Z

Lauren4238: its huge though
Petrosexual: well, of course
Petrosexual: *cough*
Lauren4238: AAAAAAAAAH!
Petrosexual: haha
Lauren4238: petro!
Petrosexual: what?
Lauren4238: nothing
Petrosexual: damn straight
Petrosexual: *raises eyebrow*

still jealous

akshunjaxon @ 2005-02-09T01:16:00

2005-02-09T06:19:02Z

talked to petro online tonite fore a while
you are ALL jealous!!!!! <3<3<3 still!

akshunjaxon @ 2005-01-25T06:22:00

2005-01-25T11:32:47Z

akshunjaxon @ 2005-01-24T06:53:00

2005-01-24T11:55:51Z

I am a freaking insomniac. i have been up all nite, just chillin, checkin craig's list, listenin to jams. wtf is wrong w. me. haha, im giddy.

akshunjaxon @ 2005-01-24T00:51:00

2005-01-24T05:53:31Z

wtf thats not what it said...it was so much better. what happened. E was elitist... energetic...not funny

akshunjaxon @ 2005-01-24T00:50:00

2005-01-24T05:52:17Z

LAUREN
L	is for	Lucky
A	is for	Astounding
U	is for	Useful
R	is for	Refreshing
E	is for	Energetic
N	is for	Nerdy

What Does Your Name Mean?

This is bad haha. E is the best one. who would have thought...

akshunjaxon @ 2005-01-20T03:55:00

2005-01-20T08:59:56Z

I am so angry right now. i hate when my friends get fucked with. i am absolutely livid. everyone of you reading this is way to good to ever put up with bullshit from other people. if anyone takes advantage please see me. each one of you are so special, beautiful, amazing, fun, and just plain fabulous. i just don't even know what to do right now, i could kill someone.

on a better note, i am having so much fun up here. its IFC rush week. kris and i stayed up till 7 this morning just talking. nicest boy i have EVER met in my life. hope its works out.

akshunjaxon @ 2005-01-17T15:22:00

2005-01-17T20:25:53Z

Its been a crazy ass weekend. Hearts to erin and diego. so much drunk. happy birthday to varley
http://community.webshots.com/user/ljack423

akshunjaxon @ 2005-01-03T23:19:00

2005-01-04T04:26:14Z

i feel so blessed to have the friends that i do. its so amazing to me to read these entries. almost everyone mentions how much they will miss everyone and how they don't really want to go back. it makes me feel so much better about my own apprehension. sometimes i think my not wanting to go back to school is a lot stronger than most people's. i hate it so much. without erin i would die. but, im still alive...thanks! i so enjoyed seeing everyone over break even if it was briefly. the excitement that i express when i see each of my friends it genuine, i love seeing the familiar pine view faces. the years we all spent together were truly special, and i am so pleased to hear that everyone is doing so well in school.
i got really sad today about leaving so i went to nokomis beach alone. i watched the sunset and went swimming with my clothes on. my parents are worried about me because i came home soaking wet.
the nicest kid approached me at the beach after i had gotten out of the water. he asked me if i was alright since i was the only one on the beach who looked sad. it made my day so much better. the scary thing is that he was really hot...oh yeah and a freshman in highschool. NOT OKAY! oh well, it still made me feel a lot better.
I just want to wish everyone luck over this next semester. i can't wait to see everyone's shining faces again this summer. don't forget to party hard. and please come visit erin and me and diego up at school. we would so love to have you.

akshunjaxon @ 2004-10-05T17:06:00

2004-10-05T21:11:01Z

This has been an awesome week and a half. ryan has been amazing. i feel like maybe i shouldn't get involved considering he is from srq and has a past with some girls i know. but i feel like a princess, and i feel like we click so well. im quickly falling hard. classes are good, tally still sucks ass. i have cut back a lot on my nicotine intake. and im on the south beach diet. i sleep a lot, but thats because im always up late hanging out with ryan. i wish i knew what brian thought of it, it worries me. **sigh** diamond days start this week. initiation is on friday. im not allowed to go out past midnite tonite until friday at midnite. im excited to officially be adpi, but sad i won't get to see the boy at all this week. things may be looking up.

akshunjaxon @ 2004-09-23T03:31:00

2004-09-23T07:33:21Z

i hate it here. it has taken two weeks of serious thought. i hate it. i want to drop out of life. or go somewhere else. i don't belong. i seem to get along with everyone really well, ive met so many people. but im just not happy. im switching my major to theatre. im going to ny soon to look at design schools. this place just isn't me. im nowhere.

akshunjaxon @ 2004-09-07T18:22:00

2004-09-07T22:23:30Z

i need to do some soul searching.....does anyone know where i can look?

akshunjaxon @ 2004-09-06T23:44:00

2004-09-07T03:46:12Z

this sorority thing gave me 144 instant girlfriends. im still best friendless. im having a really rough nite, and really need a shoulder to cry on.

District Sleeps Tonite

2004-09-07T03:02:03Z

I went to DC this weekend to see Mark. It was great. CAKE!!! I saw cake while i was there. we were online and saw they were playing, packed up our shit and went to see them. FUN FUN show. mark and i had a few falling outs, and i think i finally have closure on our relationship. it hurts, but its so good. we are going to stay friends, just no more emotional relationship type attachment.

akshunjaxon @ 2004-08-31T23:15:00

2004-09-01T03:17:06Z

I saw Andrew Judson today!!!!!! yay! its so good to see familiar faces. i think its been a couple of years since i've seen him. he looks the same...well a lil older. I also saw Sarah Leonard, i dunno if yall remember her, she got really pretty. i love this school. adpi rules, we had an ice cream party tonite. it was all to great. <3 them.

akshunjaxon @ 2004-08-27T15:59:00

2004-08-27T20:04:02Z

I went to my first drag show last nite. it was amazing. we went to brothers, a gay bar up here. one of the "women" was absolutely drop dead model gorgeous. it was crazy.
I saw Garden State. I HIGHLY recommend it. please go see it.
Im lonely.

worth it

2004-08-23T01:13:50Z

ΑΔπ

yay!!!!!!!!

kill me

2004-08-19T16:09:28Z

I hate rush so much. I don't know why I was so excited about it. I actually want to kill myself. I got food poisoning on the second day so didn't get to visit half the sororities...mainly the good ones like zeta, theta, tri delt, and DG. so naturally I didn't get invited back to them. I hate life. the only good one I saw on the first day was ADPi. They invited me back for the second round. If they don't invite me back for round three I'm dropping because I know one of the other good ones would have like me. There isn't even a kind of good one, they are either great, or they freakin suck. I haven't gotten food poinsoning in years, and I got it for rush. cool. I am exhausted. urghh.
Thus ends my rant. If you aren't doing rush don't try to empathize, cuz you can't even begin to understand how much it sucks.

rush

2004-08-16T13:03:46Z

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akshunjaxon @ 2004-08-15T05:27:00

2004-08-15T09:28:15Z

I'm leaving for Tally today. rebecca if you get this i took your shit back up with me. i wish you had contacted me to pick it up cuz i really don't feel like dragging back up with me. call me when you get to tally so i can get your stuff to you.

akshunjaxon @ 2004-08-13T22:34:00

2004-08-14T02:34:47Z

my sister is so much cooler than me.

[EDIT] happy now lauren elizabeth jackson? [/EDIT]